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Catching Up on a Few Things


It’s been a while since I posted, and I thought I would catch up on a few thoughts.  I am a home school mom with a teenager, an author/publisher, and a freelance writer, so that keeps me pretty busy, and it’s often hard to find time to write all the things I’d like to.  Far above all the writing though, I live to intercede.  Some of the books I write and publish address the things I’ve learned about prayer and intercession.  These can be found at our publishing web site, Full Gospel Family Publications.

Intercession is what makes me tick, and it’s where many hours each day are invested.  My particular bent is praying for my pastor and his wife.  I’ve been their intercessor for about eight years now, and I’ve come to understand during that time that this is a life-long calling.  I treasure it, and I treasure them.

I hope to do a series of blogs in days to come about the gift of tongues — why it is important, how to use it effectively in intercession, and I may even hit on the tiresome subject of whether it is still Scriptural to pray in tongues or whether it is “of the devil.”  (Ewww.  I can’t believe we are still wrangling on this one in the Body of Christ.)

 Months ago, I did a series of blogs on my personal journey in Soaking Prayer.  Now that I’m done rambling, I’d like to follow up on that a bit.

The Final Episode in Lee Ann’s Soaking Prayer Journey!

I mentioned way back when that I was going to read James Goll’s book, The Lost Art of Practicing His Presence, which is about contemplative prayer (another name for soaking prayer).  I read it, and it wasn’t on my wavelength.  Great book, just not for me.

I’ve really ceased to be concerned about soaking.  I spend time with the Lord the way it has always worked for me, without worrying anymore about whether I’m doing it “right.”  I spend a lot of time in worshipful intercession.  I ask God questions throughout that time, and listen for His answers.  My times with God are often conversational.  Sometimes I just lift my heart heavenward and adore Him.  Whether I’m worshipping or heavily interceding, I expect that He will reveal to me whatever I need to know.  He speaks as I pray in my prayer language, He speaks as I ask questions, He speaks at moments when I’m not expecting Him to — but I’ve got my ear tuned toward Him at all times.

As far as the heavenly visions which people promised as a result of soaking prayer, I quit being frustrated about that, too.  I probably “see” more now that I’m not obsessing about it.  It just happens when it needs to, not because I’m trying to make it happen.  (This should have been a no-brainer, but sometimes I make life harder than it has to be.)  I’ll probably always be more of a hearer than a seer, but I am seeing more.  The key was just to relax, relax, relax, and don’t worry about it.  I also don’t worry a lick about being “caught up” into visions of what heaven looks like.  If it ever happens, good.  If it doesn’t, also good.  It’s up to the Holy Spirit, and I don’t think about it anymore.

So, after making the journey, here’s my suggestion for anyone else out there who is trying to figure out the whole soaking prayer thing: if it helps you to get more tuned in to God, and you like doing it, go for it.  If you are frustrated as all get-out with trying to soak, leave it alone.  Find what works for you to get close to the Lord.  Just don’t obsess about it.  God wants us to enjoy Him and spend time with Him, whatever method works best for each of us.  He’s got a way tailor-made for every individual.  Just relax and let Him show you the way.

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Soaking Prayer Journey, Part 5

Today’s entry will wrap up my thoughts on soaking prayer for awhile.

I wonder sometimes if some of us are just made of a different fabric, and if, perhaps, it is OK to not fit the mold.  For instance, some soaking experts say that we cannot fully get into God’s Presence if we are not absolutely quiet.  But many of the most wonderful times I’ve had with Jesus have been when I was peacefully praying in tongues.  He often talks with me when I’ve been praying in my prayer language at length.  I’m not talking about doing violent warfare in tongues.  Some people do not know how to use their prayer language in any other way than aggressive warfare.  But I spend a lot of time praying in tongues with a listening attitude, and God speaks to me then.  I feel His Presence around me as I tell Him I love Him, and as I ask Him questions.  We often have conversational times together that are very dear to both of us.  These are not times when I am doing the “correct” soaking thing.  But they are better times with the Lord than what I have experienced in soaking.  I prefer to find Him in these ways.

So, I am torn.  On one hand, I have soaking friends that tell me I will never achieve the highest levels of intimacy with God if I don’t soak as they do.  They tell me I will never experience the heavenly visions if I don’t soak in the prescribed manner.  It’s interesting that I’m starting to hear some of the soaking people say that they are learning to ask God questions during their soaking times.  (Isn’t this breaking the absolute quiet rule?)   Could it be that soaking is only a step in the process of finding intimacy with the Lord, and I just missed this step and still got where I needed to be?  Or is soaking prayer perhaps merely a method — one of many means to achieve the desired goal?  I can only hope!

My husband and my best friend (she is a soaking advocate, by the way) have both seen and listened to my frustration over not being able to connect well with God through soaking, and they tell me to do what has been working for me all along.  I’d like to take their advice, but hardly know if I dare to.  The voices that say I am missing something clamor so loudly, but the encouragement to just do what has always worked brings more peace.  My friend that soaks (but says I don’t need to) has a theory that soaking IS just one method of getting into intimate relationship with the Lord.  She thinks I am accomplishing the  same end as she is, but have found a different way to do it.  I hope she is right.  Still, I will try a little longer to do it in the acceptable, prescribed way.

I bought Jim Goll’s book, The Lost Art of Practicing His Presence.  I figure, if anybody can help me sort it all out, he can.  I highly respect Mr. Goll.  He’s a prophet-intercessor with solid Bible grounding and he’s about as balanced as one could be.  When some of the rest of the prophetic world has itself out on a limb over a canyon, Jim Goll isn’t afraid to sound the warning alarm and bring things back to center.  So, I think I’ll find out what he has to say on the matter.

I’ll let you know what happens.

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Soaking Prayer Journey, Part 4

We left off yesterday with a promise of an explanation of why worship music works better for me than soaking music in slipping into the Presence of the Lord.  If you don’t like what I have to say, remember that it is just an opinion, not a biblical truth.  You’re entitled to yours, too.

I usually get frustrated when I try to draw near to God with “soaking music” playing.  Some of those women wax screamy as they get excited about what they are singing prophetically.  Some wax silly.  (I quickly flip over the song about God’s Presence enveloping the singer like a marshmallow.)  One track on that same marshmallow CD has a guy grunting throughout: “Ooh! Aah! Ooh! Aah! Ooh! Aah!”  I’m not sure what’s wrong with him.  Perhaps he has digestive problems.  But it sounds coarse.  It is hard to be in God’s Presence and stay there when you want to burst out laughing  at the goofiness of it all.  I must give them credit, though — if an enhanced ability to visualize is the goal, they have succeeded.  Even we nonpictorial types get some pretty funny images floating through our brains when this stuff is going on!

But seriously, I noticed early-on that worship music — Gateway, Hillsong, Third Day, Twila Paris, Rita Springer, Daniel Brymer, etc. — enhances focusing on the Lord, while some soaking music doesn’t do that for me.  And I wondered why.  The focus of the music is the key.  Worship music is about Jesus.  Much of the soaking music is about us.  Worship music extols His greatness, His character.  Soaking music is often filled with prophetic encouragement about the destiny we have ahead of us.  Soaking music may talk about how much we desire the Lord, the longing of our heart for Him, and that is wonderful, but it is still about us more than it is about Him.  This is not true across the board, but it is a general theme I have noticed.  If you like that theme, that’s fine.  If it gets you into God’s Presence, good.  But it leaves a real lack in my heart.  I feel like I’m missing something, when the song is all about me.

Tomorrow, I’ll wrap this series up with some concluding philosophical meanderings.

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Soaking Prayer Journey, Part 3

Today’s entry is a little wackier than the previous two.  (I have my less-than-serious side.)  I’d like to discuss the doctrines of soaking and my experiences with them.  You didn’t know there were doctrines?  Well, officially there aren’t.  But after one gets the same advice over and over, it begins to sound like doctrine.

1.)  Position — It’s best to be lying on your back on the floor, face up.  For enhanced soaking, make sure you have a cute little pillow and a favorite soaking blankie.

I think it is probably a good idea to be face up.  It’s easier to breathe that way.  I don’t like to lie on the floor, for several reasons — it’s hard, my back hurts when I do it, and in Wisconsin in the winter, it’s too cold on the floor.  The pillows with Winnie the Pooh or Tweety Bird on them are cute, but I’m not sure I need them.  How they enhance soaking will be discussed in Point 3.

2.)   You have to quiet your mind so that you are receptive to the Lord’s Presence.

I understand.  I have encountered people who seem to be in a constant frenzy in their thoughts.  It evidences in what comes out of their mouths.  I’m not like that — unless I’ve had a l-i-t-t-l-e too much Dr. Pepper.  So, perhaps my mind isn’t as unquiet as some people’s. But I have struggled with this, mainly because of the subdoctrines that go with it:

a.) You must empty your mind of everything.

Before you get your grundies in a bundle, I’ll agree with what you’re worried about: emptying your mind is a New Age/Eastern religious practice.  But some people who soak say you have to do this.  My mind does not empty.  This may be a good thing.  Who needs to be empty-headed?  So, the other subdoctrine about having a quiet mind is much better, and hopefully won’t mess with anybody’s worries about New Age.

b.) You shouldn’t try to empty your mind.  Instead, you should focus on Jesus.

I like this one better.  Dennis Walker, a wonderful teacher we met in Peru, corrected the empty-headed soaking notion.  He said the mind was never meant by God to be empty.  (Aha! I thought so!)  It was meant to be focused.  (OK, focusing I am usually good at.)  Focus on Jesus.  (I like this.)  Still, I have a hard time focusing for long, it seems.  Some people said I must picture Jesus as He appears in Revelation 1.  (OK, I did that.  It lasted about 10 seconds.  How much time must I try to visualize that particular picture of Jesus?  I am not good at pictures.  I cannot remember what I look like as soon as I leave the mirror behind — which isn’t all bad.)  So, the getting-a-picture-of-Jesus thing isn’t working.  Maybe I will try picturing Jesus blessing the little children instead.

Now, I know, some of you are still weirding out.  You are thinking, “Red light!  Red light!  She wants us to picture Jesus in our minds!  That’s visualization!  She even said the V word (visualize)!  New Age!  New Age!  New Age!  Whoop!  Whoop!  Whoop!”  Sorry, I can’t help you.  Your mind is not quiet enough to listen, even if I tried.  Let’s just not worry about it.  I don’t do well trying to picture Jesus, and you don’t want to, so let’s just not even bother to do it, OK?  I think we can still get into God’s presence without this step.

On to the cardinal doctrine of soaking:

3.)  It is A-OK to fall asleep while soaking.

We are told that falling asleep is part of soaking.  We will have heavenly dreams while we sleep during soaking.  I have a theory: the sleeping part of soaking is not prayer; it is a nap.  I know I am way too practical, but I’m sorry.  I do not feel spiritual when I fall asleep during soaking.  I have just taken a nap, but I have not been praying.  I have not had any heavenly dreams (most of the time), I have not had any revelations, and I have not felt close to Jesus.  I figure it is the same as going to bed at night.  I may have a God-dream when I go to bed, but then again, I may not.  And I never tell myself when I go to bed at night that this is my prayer time.  I would feel awfully foolish trying to convince myself and God that bedtime was prayer time.

(I could use this sleeping/praying concept to oh-so impress people, couldn’t I? “So, Lee Ann, how long do you pray every day?”  “Well, I am one of those really big prayer warriors.  I pray six to eight hours a day.”  I wouldn’t have to mention that I meant that was how long I sleep at night, and wouldn’t I sound spiritual!)

Unfortunately, I always fall asleep when trying to soak, and I do it very quickly — within five minutes.  When I wake up a half hour later, I mourn the lost time I could have been spending with Jesus, if I had been praying rather than soaking.  Ah, well!

If you are into napping as part of your soaking time, that’s why the blankie and the Tweety Bird pillow are important.

4.)  You have to have certain music playing in order to soak.

Did you know there is such a thing as soaking music?  And it is very nice, too.  Just stick “soaking music” in Google and you’ll find it.  I like some of the soaking music in small doses.  But after a short time, it really starts to bug me.  It either helps put me to sleep, or it gets too busy and loud after a few tracks.  But, this is OK if you regularly fall asleep during your soaking time, because you will not notice when it gets too busy and loud; you are already snoring.  Do you want to know how I know this?  I complained to a friend about some music she had recommended.

“Hey, Mary Sue, you know the Gonzales lady you recommended for soaking?  Well, I like the first few tracks, but then she gets to wailing at the top of her lungs all of a sudden, and the only thing I can visualize is a wide-open mouth the size of Carlsbad Caverns about to swallow me.”

Do you know what she said?  “I don’t even know what’s in the middle of those CD’s.  I usually only get as far as the first couple of tracks, and then I’m out like a light, and I wake up about the time she’s on the last track.”

I prefer straight worship music to soaking music (although some soaking music could fall into the worship category).  Tomorrow I’ll give my theory on why worship music works better for me.

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Soaking Prayer Journey, Part 2

Yesterday, I said I don’t believe all time spent in prayer communion with God must necessarily involve heavenly visions.  It’s about Him, not about what glorious visions we can get out of Him.

Again: It’s about Him, not about what glorious visions we can get out of Him.  Repeat: It’s about Him.

I am not sure that this is always very well understood among soaking prayer enthusiasts.  I hear people say that soaking prayer is important because it is the open door to receiving revelation (which, I will add, we desperately need).  But if our whole purpose in soaking is to receive revelation, then we have erred into worshipping the revelation, rather than worshipping the Living God Who so much desires to give us the revelation.  It’s like the big engagement ring diamond being more important than the lover who gave it.  Not a pretty way to be!

The lover, Jesus, must be the desired end of why we soak.  Communion with Him is what He wants us to have.  It does not matter if we do not receive heavenly visions every time we soak.  What matters is that we take time to be with Jesus.  I have several friends who prefer to call soaking “basking in the Lord’s Presence.”  I like that way of phrasing it.

I know a couple of people who are obsessed with soaking.  They do not read their Bibles, other than to use a verse to launch themselves into soaking.  They do not spend much time in intercessory prayer.  They do not want to participate in corporate worship when the Church gathers together.  They only want to soak, whether at home or abroad.  They are not balanced believers.  It shows in the rest of their lives.

I think both the obsession with soaking and the idolizing of revelation will balance out among soakers at some point.  When God puts new and fresh emphasis on real truth, people usually stray some to the right hand and to the left for awhile.  New moves of God generally have some wrinkles to iron out.  But God somehow sees to it that the central truth prevails in the end.  That’s where I believe the soaking craze will end up — in balance and truth.

Next time: Soaking prayer dogma.  Be prepared for a bit of humor.

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